As i'm typing this.. Dillion is now asleep in his playpen.. Yeah, he fell asleep on his own in his pen. And i do feel odd about it. He has always been sleeping on our bed since 5th month onwards and its time that we felt that we ought to let him sleep on his own as we need our personal space on the bed especially Dillion is growing taller and squeezing us out.
Moments ago, he was tossing and turning on our bed.. I'm feeling so tired having to watch over him and yet cannot sleep. So i placed him in his pen.
He whine a little then lay down quietly , gazing at the ceiling, playing with his hands then fell asleep pronto!
I felt so odd about it.. perhaps is seperation anxiety on my part because I'm always beside him when he sleeps.. I felt a tinge of sadness. Its contradicting but i can't help it. A part of me do hope that he can get used to it but i'm not sure if we can succeed for the next few days because we failed many times and always raise white flag and let him sleep with us.
Here a classic example when D was asleep in his pen last week:
Kevin: Its weird having so much space on the bed
Me: Yeah, its just not right and i can't sleep
Dillion must had heard us and started stiring and cried. Needless to say, Daddy carried him back to the bed and we slept peacefully :)
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